i hate my life now~
working ~ back home~ online and sleep~
continuously~
what i am going to do next?continuous like that being suck?
really suck life and boring life~ i hate myself to be like that~
what is the meaningfull of being human ? happiness? suck?
is it this is the meaningful of being human?i dont know, really dont know..
where is my happiness? where is my maeaningful life? owhh no~~hmmmm~~tired~
when i gonna leave here? next year or.......~~?
i hate my life here, i hate i have no more my freedom...i want my freedom back....
freedom are u come back to me?
wanna go far far away and nobody knows me~ thats good enough for me~ give me some fres air...~~i need it much much~~
bring along my baby and leave here...baby, willing leave here with me?
if not, nevermind, i can leave myself and take care for myself...
i miss u much~~
my mama and papa, can i just leave without ur permission, can i do what i want?
i hate no freedom, i hate boring life with continuously...really...can i just tell through face to face..
wiill u hit me and ask me to stay at home and not need to working again?they will take care of me...!will u take care of me for forever and dont leave me...? will u guys done that?~ i dont think that will possible~ no forever life even myself... life was short... i got my dream.. i want my dream come true... will u willing to give me this chance? plzzz......
god, will give me a chance? am i possible to do that?
who else can give answer? no people right... i think~!
i will try my best to do that....papa and mama, no worries...i will be ok with that...i am 21 years old...i am not a child~ my decision~ my choice~!
